Today (or yesterday), I read the end of Revelation. It is glorious! It gives me deeper convictions about living my life for and with God. I want to glorify him. I want to be in the winning side. I am amazed by Him. I want to know Him more.
However, today was a day of failures. I did not reach the goal. I didn’t keep my promise about that aspect of my character that needs to change. I spent too much time trying to prove that I am worth it. I too much time looking for approval and praise. And I don’t want to face God. But I need to.
I need His grace and love. I need Him to change me. I am so powerless.
I need him to remember that tomorrow he will till be there to help me. I ned His still small voice because He is my Lord and my saviour.